♥ haruharu

finally im realize im nothin without u . i was so wrong forgive me ..
ma broken hart like a wave
ma shake n hart like a wind
ma heart vanished like smoke
it cant be removed like a tattoo
i sigh deeply as if a ground is goin to cave in
only dust r piled up in ma mind i say gudbyes
i thought i wouldnt b able to live even one day without u . but sumhow i managed to live on longer than i thought . u dunt answer anything as i cry out IMY . i hope for a vain expectation but now its useless . wat is it bout dat person next to u . did she make u cry ? dear can u even see me , did u forget completely ? im worried , i feel anxiety bcoz i cant get close nor try to talk to u . i spend long nite by maself , erasin ma thoughts a thousand times
dunt look back n leave , dunt find me again n live on . bcoz ive no regret from luvin u . take only da gud memories . i can bear it in sum way . i can stand in sumway . u should b happy ure like diz . DAY BY DAY IM GOIN NUMB . ou boy , i cry cry ur ma all . say gudbye .
if we pass by each other on da street , act like u didnt see me n go da way u were walkin to . if u keep thinkin bout our past memories . i might go look for u secretly . always b happy with her ,, so i wont eva get different mind . even smallest regret wont b left out eva . please live well as if i should feel jealous . u should always b like dat bright sky , like dat white cloud ,, yes :')) u should always smile like dat as if nothin happened .
i hope ur heart relieved after leavin me . those tears will dry completely as time pass by . it wouldnt hurt less if we didnt meet at all . hope u'll bury our promised of bein together bby . i pray for u :'D